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The Boston Review

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Mack Attack Bracelets The quick news from Boston is that we are headed back for a full brain surgery in the next month. Macklin's overall clinical picture looks great, but the blood flow in the blood vessels of his brain is higher than what Dr. Orbach would like to see. So, we will return to Boston for another intervention which will take place on 4/26. After some encouragement from friends who have walked the regular infant surgery journey before, we wanted to create a physical reminder for anyone who would like one to join us in prayer for Mack Attack.  So, we came up with the Mack Attack Bracelet! You can order yours through this Google Form for $1 and wear the bracelet in support of Macklin or as a reminder to pray for him.  Thank you to everyone who has supported us in this journey. We couldn't do it without you! The Good and The Confusing Our trip to Boston overall was great. It brought an amazing peace to our hearts to be among Vein of Galen experts. In Iowa, Macklin w...

Shipping Off to Boston

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 3/9/23 Join the Journey on Instagram Courtney has started a profile to more intimately and actively follow Mack's journey, even in the day-to-day. If you want to follow along, you can do so on Instagram  @VOGMomma . It's Been A While Hey everyone! We looked back at the last blog and saw that it was on November 17 -- wow! It truly has been a while since we've updated everyone on Mack Attack, but as we said in the last post, no news is good news. For the past four months Macklin has been working on growing and developing. A majority of his checkups have been with physical therapy, tracking his skills to ensure he is on pace. We're humbled to report that so far, Macklin is on pace like any "normal" child (with a few things to keep working on). This is a huge answer to prayer. At birth we were given a spectrum from "he may not walk or talk" to "he could be a normal guy". It's hard to live in a large spectrum like that, waiting every day to...

No News is Good News

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 11/17 Currently Sitting in a Recovery Room We can't count the number of times we've said, "We should write a blog to update everyone on Mack" over the past two months. We're sorry for the delay and we're not sorry -- life at home has been so good and so busy. We're currently sitting in a recovery room waiting for Macklin to wake-up from an MRI. In order for him or any infant to have an MRI, they need to be sedated. It'll take a couple hours for him to come out of it, but he'll be back to normal in no time. Today did bring back some flashbacks -- the multiple cords attached to him, the host of people surrounding him, and watching him get carted away from us again. This time feels much more controlled, but it's a reminder to us that those first 90 days of his life are still so vivid in our minds. So...What Has Mack Been Up To? It's going to be hard to fit all that Macklin has been up to in the past two months into a concise blog post. Overal...

Home Sweet Home

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 9/9/22 The Iowa Wave Last weekend was full of lots of practice for preparing to take Macklin home. Courtney stayed with Macklin 24/7 in the hospital and learned the ropes of how to administer all his meds and monitor him throughout the day. She was a trooper as she met with all the teams of doctors alone and helped finalize all the plans for Mack in his continued care once he came home. Keira had come down with a daycare virus, so in order to protect Mack and Courtney, Cory and Keira stayed home for Labor Day weekend. It was hard to be apart for that much longer, but we also knew it was worth it as the end of our time in Iowa City was near. The long weekend gave Courtney and Mack the chance to experience the Iowa Wave from the windows of Stead Family Children's Hospital. We have always loved the Iowa Wave, but it certainly hit differently for our family as Courtney and Mack looked over Kinnick while the fans waved. Cory and Keira waved from home and we know many of you joined...

Long Awaited

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 9/1/22 The Past Two Weeks We know, we know...everyone's been waiting for a blog update! We have sat down a couple times to write one these past two weeks, and so has gone this journey, things just kept changing. A week ago Cory arrived in Iowa City to be with Mack after a week of work. Mack had been moved from Bay 1 (most critical) to Bay 2 during the week as he had been recovering well from surgery. After sitting down for cuddles, the Resident walked into the room and announced to Cory that they were sending Macklin home on Monday (which would have been 8/29). We were stunned; so much so that we told them they were crazy and that wasn't happening. The rest of the weekend (8/27 - 8/28) was spent pushing back against the Bay 2 doctor that wanted to send Mack home on Monday. We had tons of unanswered questions, continuation of care wasn't all set up, and Mack hadn't even had a follow-up ECHO a week out from his surgery yet to confirm everything was actually ok. In the me...

Post-Surgery Recovery

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 8/21/22 Before and After Surgery As we pulled out of the Ronald McDonald House towards UIHC for surgery day, we flipped on the radio and In Jesus' Name  started. Courtney burst into tears right away as this song has been so near to our hearts through this journey. The emotions were rolling early as the surgery approached. We were able to spend extra time with Macklin that morning as the surgery was slightly delayed, and we soaked up every moment. We had to take a step out for a bit as the nurses wrestled with trying to put in arterial and IV lines -- Macklin's blood vessels are never easy to find or access. Eventually, the time came to roll Macklin down to surgery and all we could do is continue to hope and pray. The surgery took about four hours this round. Dr. Ortega met us in Mack's room drenched in sweat right after the surgery. He was pleased to announce that he was able to embolize four big feeder arteries with success. He also noted that they did a follow-up ECHO ri...

All Roads Lead to Surgery

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 8/16/22 Since the Cath Lab... On August 5th Macklin had a procedure in the pediatric cath lab where they intended to collect the most accurate data on the pressures of his heart through diagnostic testing as well as place a stent in a pulmonary vein. By the grace of God, Mack didn't need a stent, and we learned a lot about the state of his heart. Since that day, the conversations with the teams of doctors have been burdensome and endless. The result of the diagnostic data led the doctors to believe that Macklin needed another embolization surgery again as soon as possible. This was hard news for us to hear. Days before we had been dreaming about going home -- had seen the finish line in our view, and now we had to shift to thinking about Macklin going back into an incredibly risky surgery like he had back in June to save his life. Boston or Bust When we were told that Macklin needed another major surgery again, our efforts pivoted quickly to trying to get Macklin transferred to Bo...

Roller Coaster Ride

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 8/7/22 New Findings Friday felt like a roller coaster ride. We were mentally and emotionally being pulled along as we ramped up for another surgery for Mack. We prayed over him, said see you in a bit, and watched him be wheeled out to the cath lab. Within two hours we got a call that the procedure was over. This was unexpected as we were told it would take 4-5 hours that day. We rushed back to his room from our waiting spot and were able to talk with the pediatric cardiologist who did the procedure. The first goal of the procedure was to do a diagnostic test that is the most accurate way to get all the pressures of Macklin's pulmonary system. Our prayer in that test was that they would not find any need to put a stint in Mack. That prayer was answered. The surgeon told us his pulmonary veins looked great and there was no need for a stint at all. Secondly, he said something that caught both of us by surprise, so much so that Cory asked the surgeon to repeat it two more times. Dr. A...

Back to Surgery

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 8/4/22 Test Results On Monday, Mack had his most recent ECHO after two of his three pulmonary hypertension (PH) medicines had been weaned off. Clinically, he was looking really good, so hopes of the ECHO coming back with lower pressures and affirmation that we're heading in the right direction filled our thoughts. We didn't get a call until late Monday night about his ECHO, and the doctor told us that some of the results were inconclusive and hard to read. The next morning there was more to the story, and they had discovered a pulmonary vein looked stenosed. A quick anatomy lesson for Macklin's case is that pulmonary hypertension is a condition where the blood vessels going into the lung from the right side  of the heart are thick and muscular creating difficult flow and circulation of the blood, thus causing strain and extra work on the heart. This most recent ECHO revealed that one vein that leads  out of  the lungs to the left side  of the heart is also thic...

Moving On Up!

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 7/30/22 See You Later Bay 1 Macklin officially graduated out of the Bay 1 area of the NICU! Bay 1 is for the most critical babies who need the most care, intervention, and one on one nursing. We have now moved to Bay 2 where Macklin shares a nurse and the rooms are half the size, but it also means we are one step closer to going home. It was bittersweet leaving Bay 1. Macklin spent the first 50 days of his life there, and we got to know all the nurses and doctors so well. It became a new family and support system for us as we navigated through many unknowns. We will never be able to thank our Bay 1 family for all they did to save and support Macklin's life. Goodbye Medicine Over the last week, Mack has been on the journey to drop two of the medications he was on to help with his pulmonary hypertension (PH). Both of these were drugs we could not go home on. First he weaned of the Epo, and we could tell he noticed this coming off as his blood-oxygen level dipped a little bit. Quickl...

Transitions

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 7/23/22 After the Wait    The past week has been full of patience and waiting for the results of Macklin's most recent ECHO to come through. This in-depth view of his blood flow and heart helps the doctors determine how his pressures are doing and what the next steps are for his care. We got a call about the ECHO on Thursday, and although it wasn't great news, it wasn't terrible news either. The pressures in the right side of his heart had jumped up by 20 which is not the direction we want to go. Interestingly, they did not see that it was due to resistance  (which is primarily a pulmonary hypertension (PH) issue) but rather flow. Flow  is primarily linked to Mack's Vein of Galen (VOGM) issue, so hearing the word "flow" again brought back some scares. In talking through it with the doctors, they do not see abnormal flow due to his VOGM, but rather they suspect that the EPO drug he was on for his PH was doing too much and creating a higher flow than needed, as...